Sad

I have been avoiding posting because I was waiting to know for sure what was going on.  I still don't know.  I started getting darker lines on Saturday.  Not DARK DARK, but darker than nothing.  It looked like they would get a little darker and then lighter the next day.  Yesterday my tests looked great.  Today nothing.  They look negative.  I am super bummed.  My poor IFs were super excited.  I was trying to be cautious but was excited. 

So, thats where we are.  I really was holding out to post a great picture of a "pregnant" HPT.  But, that is not happening.   I am pretty positive that this was a chemical pregnancy.  I don't know whats worse, just not getting pregnant or being teased.