Today marks our 39th week of pregnancy. It also marks the 1 year anniversary of a good friend who passed. I picked today at the beginning of the pregnacy as the day I would have this baby. I have had 2 other babies on the 13th, I figured it would be this one also. Plus, I thought it would be a nice reminder for everyone that life goes on. That even in death, life springs.
But, as I figured my water would break in the middle of the night, as usual, it is completely in tact. I know I will not be pregnant forever. And, when I am alone, I am fine. No stress, no anxiousness, etc.. But, gettting around others, I keep getting questions on when he will be here, or try this, or try that. HE WILL BE HERE WHEN HE GETS HERE. I am tired, and frustrated. Today seems like a good day to hibernate in my bed and read all day.
2 comments:
I am sorry about the loss of your friend and the baby not being here. Like I said, I have fingers crossed it is very soon and you can start to feel better soon. Oh and forget all the well meaning questions, in a few days/weeks time none of it will matter and baby boy will be here with his family and you can get your body and life back! :-)
16JAN13 @ 2:15am (pacific), 19in long, 8.66 lb
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