Sunday, January 13, 2013

Many feelings today

Today marks our 39th week of pregnancy.  It also marks the 1 year anniversary of a good friend who passed.  I picked today at the beginning of the pregnacy as the day I would have this baby.  I have had 2 other babies on the 13th, I figured it would be this one also.  Plus, I thought it would be a nice reminder for everyone that life goes on.  That even in death, life springs.

But, as I figured my water would break in the middle of the night, as usual, it is completely in tact.  I know I will not be pregnant forever.  And, when I am alone, I am fine.  No stress, no anxiousness, etc..  But, gettting around others, I keep getting questions on when he will be here, or try this, or try that.   HE WILL BE HERE WHEN HE GETS HERE.  I am tired, and frustrated.  Today seems like a good day to hibernate in my bed and read all day.


Roz said...

I am sorry about the loss of your friend and the baby not being here. Like I said, I have fingers crossed it is very soon and you can start to feel better soon. Oh and forget all the well meaning questions, in a few days/weeks time none of it will matter and baby boy will be here with his family and you can get your body and life back! :-)

Anonymous said...

16JAN13 @ 2:15am (pacific), 19in long, 8.66 lb