Pissy

My last progesterone pill was Thursday night.  I was suppose to take it Friday but since the beta was neg, I stopped taking it.  And, today I started spotting.  Which means either today or tomorrow will be CD1.  I went to one of my surrogacy boards this morning to see what was going on.  And, it seems like everyone is pregnant.  I am in a pissy mood today and finding it hard to feel happy for others.  I hate that this is not coming easy.  It is suppose to be a beautiful sunny day today.  Its time for a bike ride.