My last progesterone pill was Thursday night. I was suppose to take it Friday but since the beta was neg, I stopped taking it. And, today I started spotting. Which means either today or tomorrow will be CD1. I went to one of my surrogacy boards this morning to see what was going on. And, it seems like everyone is pregnant. I am in a pissy mood today and finding it hard to feel happy for others. I hate that this is not coming easy. It is suppose to be a beautiful sunny day today. Its time for a bike ride.