So, this post may sound kind of strange. LOL I know, nothing new. I have been in the surrogacy world for 10 years now. A little over 10 years, as my 1st GS baby will be 10 this Oct.
I have talked to MANY IPs. MANY. Some I loved, some were deleted right away. LOL
I have had the opportunity to work with a handful of amazing IPs.
But, what happens to the previous surrogate when the IPs start working with another surro? Its kind of a weird feeling. Its almost as if you are the X girlfriend of some guy, and now he has a new girlfriend. No longer do you have that chatty connection. Which is what I think is the hardest, no matter what kind of relationship comes to a end. It just seems to kind of go Poof! Gone! I am happy these IPs have gone on to keep with their dreams. I know I am not the only TS on the planet. Although, my only child mentality sometimes lets me believe that. HAHA!!
I don't know what I am rambling about. Just a weird set of feelings. LOL Hey, I am all sorts of pregnancy hormonal!! LOL
2 comments:
Oh I totally know what you're saying.
I had those feelings when my first IPs dumped me and hooked up with another surro - stupid me followed her blog, which she didn't know I was doing and a whole lot of things came out and feelings surfaced. Ugh!
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I know that would be hard for anyone to deal with. I am thankful that I was never put in this position. But threads like that will make you think, then you relate yourself to them somehow....then you get upset too! HORMONES, I get it! Hope all is well. Lunch anytime! Let me know.
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