Sunday, March 11, 2012
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Hold your head up high!
I am back from Dland. What a great trip! It was just Alex and I. It was such a nice Mother/Daughter bonding trip. My IFs got us a room at a very nice hotel. And, the hotel staff treated us like rockstars! LOL We finally just got home. I am so tired though. Its time for a nap.
On the TS front, I don't have such good news. I called Friday and got my progesterone results. It came back at a 3. It has to be over a 10 for them to know that you ovulated. I had another one done in August and it came back at 13. Then I got pregnant in Nov. So, I know I am ovulating. This is a pretty normal occurence. Just no one really knows because you wouldn't know unless you had a blood draw or monitoring.
But, a 3? How do you even make that phone call? " I am sorry to inform you that my body sucks." LOL My IFs were so excited that this was happening. For me to let them know yesterday that I was the cause for this cycle to be a bust was hard. If we hadn't had the blood work, I would of just thought this cycle didn't work. But, to know that it was me, is rough. I had to put my happy face on for Alex. Being at Dland made it hard to sulk. But, trust me it was there when I got up this morning. I really just wanted to crawl under the couch and hide.
So, Tuesday I go back to see Dr C. He is such a awesome Dr. I really trust whatever he says. If he wants to do a medicated cycle, thats what we will do. If he just wants to just do a trigger shot. Whatever, I am game. This negative stuff sucks.
Love to all!
xoxo
On the TS front, I don't have such good news. I called Friday and got my progesterone results. It came back at a 3. It has to be over a 10 for them to know that you ovulated. I had another one done in August and it came back at 13. Then I got pregnant in Nov. So, I know I am ovulating. This is a pretty normal occurence. Just no one really knows because you wouldn't know unless you had a blood draw or monitoring.
But, a 3? How do you even make that phone call? " I am sorry to inform you that my body sucks." LOL My IFs were so excited that this was happening. For me to let them know yesterday that I was the cause for this cycle to be a bust was hard. If we hadn't had the blood work, I would of just thought this cycle didn't work. But, to know that it was me, is rough. I had to put my happy face on for Alex. Being at Dland made it hard to sulk. But, trust me it was there when I got up this morning. I really just wanted to crawl under the couch and hide.
So, Tuesday I go back to see Dr C. He is such a awesome Dr. I really trust whatever he says. If he wants to do a medicated cycle, thats what we will do. If he just wants to just do a trigger shot. Whatever, I am game. This negative stuff sucks.
Love to all!
xoxo
Friday, March 9, 2012
10 dpo
I am headed out the door for Disneyland! But, I wanted to just send a quick msg. Tested this morning, or should I say night, as it was 3am. Never to early to test, right? Haha
Anyways, it was neg. I was prepared for it, but was still hoping for a +. Always hoping. But, I went back and looked at my last 2 + cycles and I didn't get my 1st + hpt until 11dpo. Which actually is 10 1/2 dpo for me. Which would be tomorrow.
I should get my progesterone blood work back today. Yay!!
Love to all!!
Anyways, it was neg. I was prepared for it, but was still hoping for a +. Always hoping. But, I went back and looked at my last 2 + cycles and I didn't get my 1st + hpt until 11dpo. Which actually is 10 1/2 dpo for me. Which would be tomorrow.
I should get my progesterone blood work back today. Yay!!
Love to all!!
Thursday, March 8, 2012
9 dpo
So, have I ever told you how inpatient I am? I hate waiting for anything. I think that comes from being a only child. LOL You know, the whole "world revolves around me" thing. LOL
Its officially 9dpo tonight. I am planning on testing tomorrow, but won't think bad thoughts if its neg. I will be 9 1/2 dpo in the morning. If by Sunday I am still get - tests, I will know it didn't happen. But, I am always the optimist. So, always think good thoughts but prepare for the worst. KWIM?
Greggs party went really well! We had so much food left over. I ate taco something until Tuesday. I finally told him, I was done. I love Mexican food, but I need a few days off. LOL Oh, and beer! I still have 2 kegs that are 1/2 way full. AND, 2 ice chests. All full of beer. I don't even drink! Haha!
Taking Alex to Disneyland in the morning. We are having rabbit drama here at home, so it will be a nice break for us both. Its just the 2 of us going. So, it will be a nice mother/daughter time.
Everybody think positive for the next couple of days. I will update when I get back.
Its officially 9dpo tonight. I am planning on testing tomorrow, but won't think bad thoughts if its neg. I will be 9 1/2 dpo in the morning. If by Sunday I am still get - tests, I will know it didn't happen. But, I am always the optimist. So, always think good thoughts but prepare for the worst. KWIM?
Greggs party went really well! We had so much food left over. I ate taco something until Tuesday. I finally told him, I was done. I love Mexican food, but I need a few days off. LOL Oh, and beer! I still have 2 kegs that are 1/2 way full. AND, 2 ice chests. All full of beer. I don't even drink! Haha!
Taking Alex to Disneyland in the morning. We are having rabbit drama here at home, so it will be a nice break for us both. Its just the 2 of us going. So, it will be a nice mother/daughter time.
Everybody think positive for the next couple of days. I will update when I get back.
Monday, March 5, 2012
3-5-12/2ww/6dpo......
So, today is 6dpo. I am starting to crack. Haha I haven't started testing yet, but its there, in the back of my mind...taunting me. HAHAHAHAHa If I started testing now, it would be a waste of tests. Its too early for anything to be showing. I am trying to hold out until Thursday. That is when I go for my progesterone test.
I wouldn't hold my breath by that though. LOL
I wouldn't hold my breath by that though. LOL
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Saturday, March 3, 2012
3-3-12
Keep my IFs in your thoughts. I talked to them yesterday morning, and texted them late last night. They were very close to all the tornados that hit yesterday. It looks like the tornados were a couple miles north of them. I haven't heard back from them with last nights text. I am sure they are ok, but still a bit worried.
Today is Greggs party. I am crazy to do this. LOL Never again. But, by this time tomorrow it will all be over. :)
I am setting up this morning and then will come home and nap for a bit. LOL Then back later on for the party.
I am 4dpo (days post ovulation). I have been kept busy with this party. Which is wonderful. I usually do ok for the first 5-6 days, and then the urge to test is overwhelming. Haha!
Stay strong Jess!! Haha
Love to all!! xoxo
Today is Greggs party. I am crazy to do this. LOL Never again. But, by this time tomorrow it will all be over. :)
I am setting up this morning and then will come home and nap for a bit. LOL Then back later on for the party.
I am 4dpo (days post ovulation). I have been kept busy with this party. Which is wonderful. I usually do ok for the first 5-6 days, and then the urge to test is overwhelming. Haha!
Stay strong Jess!! Haha
Love to all!! xoxo
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